No, I'm not going to post a new picture of Ella's Kindergarten outfit each day...
but THIS one was just too good to pass up.

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but THIS one was just too good to pass up.





















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| ( 'Ballerina' by Evangeline - Age 3 - crayon on coloring book ) |
Oh man, was tonight's Project Runway a good one. I mean, they're always good, but the last 10 minutes made me heart sing.

3.10.2005
10:00 pmI had a hard night tonight. It's been 2 weeks and that was their
initial projected time frame for Ella's stay in the hospital. I am feeling
discouraged. I sobbed for about 20 minutes tonight because I don't know how much
longer I can stand being at home when she's away and living without her day in
and day out. It is hard to be patient when each days passes and I get to see my
little baby for 1 hour total. I wonder often if she even knows who I am. She
sees so many nurses for so many hours of the day. I hope she knows me, but deep
down I'm not sure.
3.15.2005
After my NICU visit today, I went to WalMart to buy some groceries and
a young woman was in front of me in line at the photo counter and saw a picture
of Ella and asked if I had just had a baby. I said I had, but that she was in
the NICU. The woman said her daughter, who was now 6 months old, had been in the
NICU for 10 days from ingesting amniotic fluid during birth. She said that she
understood how hard it was and how that was the worst time of her life. She said
we should just hold on because even though it was so hard for them, in
retrospect, it was just a short time and everything was okay.This was just what
I needed. I have longed to speak with someone who understood what we were going
through. Even though it was only a 2 minute conversation, I felt so much better.
It was so encouraging to hear hopefulness from someone who has been there.







(Front Door Opens)
Matt: "I'm Home!"
Girls: "Daddy's Home"
(Girls run to great Daddy.)
Matt: Eva...where are your panties?


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